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Song Analysis #57: The Killers – When You Were Young

Title: ‘When You Were Young’
Where to find it: ‘Sam’s Town’ (2006, Island Records)
Performed by: The Killers
Words by: Brandon Flowers

During the ‘Hot Fuss’ era, I was pretty obsessed with Brandon Flowers and The Killers. With the prominence of the synthesizer in their music and Flowers citing Duran Duran has a key influence, a Duranie like me didn’t stand a chance. While ‘Hot Fuss’ remains on my mp3 player, as does their third album ‘Day and Age’, I never warmed up to sophomore LP ‘Sam’s Town’. The one song that escaped my writing off the rest of their second album is ‘When We Were Young’, which invokes something not commonly found in pop songs, at least with any level of seriousness: religion.

If you know anything about the Killers, or indeed Brandon Flowers himself, is that he is a proud, card-carrying Mormon. Mormons in America, like Roman Catholics, are often painted as a caricature of being out of touch. Recall Mitt Romney’s 47% comment that killed his chances at becoming President. (I guess I shouldn’t groan too much, since there’s a chance Mitt might return for another bid in 2020 and could potentially be our Commander-in-Chief!) Mormons also abide by some strange rules. They’re not supposed to drink soda or any drinks with caffeine in it or smoke. Interestingly, in this short interview last year after album ‘Wonderful Wonderful’ was released, he reveals he can’t resist a Coke and took up smoking when he worked as a busboy in Las Vegas just so he would get breaks at work.

Whether consciously or not, I think it’s a good thing Flowers hasn’t focused on God and religion in Killers songs. As a result, the Killers’ back catalogue, at least lyrically, is much more accessible and relatable to a much wider audience, an audience that might otherwise be put off by uber religious overtones. The appearance of ‘When You Were Young’, then, is an interesting one. It names Jesus, so is it a religious song? Or is ‘Jesus’ simply a metaphor for a mortal who appears to be a savior like Jesus?

Before we go down the rabbit hole, the words:

Verse 1
You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch it now
Here he comes

Chorus 1
He doesn’t look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined
When you were young

Verse 2
Can we climb this mountain
I don’t know
Higher now than ever before
I know we can make it if we take it slow
Let’s take it easy
Easy now
Watch it go

Chorus 2
We’re burning down the highway skyline
On the back of a hurricane
That started turning
When you were young
When you were young

Bridge
And sometimes you close your eyes
And see the place where you used to live
When you were young


They say the devil’s water
It ain’t so sweet
You don’t have to drink right now
But you can dip your feet
Every once in a little while

Verse 1
You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch it now
Here he comes

Chorus 3
He doesn’t look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined
When you were young
(Talks like a gentleman)
(Like you imagined)
When you were young

Outro
I said he doesn’t look a thing like Jesus
He doesn’t look a thing like Jesus
But more than you’ll ever know

Now, the analysis:

I find this song particularly fascinating for the emotions it manages to raise inside me. Even if you’re not religious or even in any way spiritual, there’s no denying the power in both the way the song builds and a booming strength in Flowers’ vocals. This combination is explosive. Considering ‘When You Were Young’ was the Killers’ attempt to capture ‘Born to Run’ / ‘Thunder Road’-era Bruce Springsteen in a pop song, this isn’t so surprising. If you forgot this period in the Killers’ history, read this opinion piece about ‘Sam’s Town’ a decade after its release, in which author Steven Hyden recalls an interview Flowers did with Blender’s Jonathan Weiner and proclaims his love for The Boss. Beyond this paragraph in Hyden’s piece, it faithfully reports on the time when what was coming out of Flowers’ mouth in interviews was his band’s own worst enemy.

The lyrics for ‘When You Were Young’ by themselves are particularly poignant, returning us to a place of innocence, when life was simpler and our imagined happily ever after was far off in the distance but still seemed entirely attainable. It’s a cool trick, that any young music fan who comes across ‘Sam’s Town’ now will be in this boat, long after those of us who were around for its release, and be in the same exact position we were then. As we get older, the illusion of this happily ever after breaks, whether acutely like a shattered mirror after a spouse cheats on us, or the cracks appear and grow wider over time as we get hurt repeatedly. Some of us play a game of pretend that everything’s just fine and dandy. Others try to hold on to the reality, deciding to suffer through it because the thought of being an escapist is worse. Those people hope the painful reality won’t break them before they get to the other side. Neither of these choices is better than the other.

Over the years, I’ve read bits of psychobabble here and there on how society has brainwashed women to expect and wait for a man to come rescue them because they can’t take care of themselves, that they’re incomplete without a man. Some of the more controversial pieces I’ve seen, including this one, paint Disney as one of the worst offenders when it comes in promulgating what’s called here as ‘the Disney princess effect’. While I see their point, it discounts us women – all of us who were once young girls – from making up our own minds. There’s a different between watching a movie or reading fiction and what you decide you want in real life, right?

In the first verse and chorus of the song, Brandon Flowers is a bystander, talking to a woman who’s visibly upset, or imagining he can have a conversation with her. “You sit there in your heartache / Waiting on some beautiful boy to / To save you from your old ways” can represent the mythical knight on a white horse, coming to rescue her. This is a man looking over a woman’s predicament. How a man views a relationship ending or one on the rocks is, most times, very different than how a woman would view the same situation. “You play forgiveness” suggests the woman is merely going through the moments of forgiveness without actually believing it herself. Then “Watch it now / Here he comes”, the man she’s forgiven, in theory at least, returns to her.

The anthemic chorus comes in and puts the pedal to the metal. He’s still imagining what’s going through her head. He’s not judgmental. He’s sensitive to the fantasy that’s been sitting inside her mind for years: “He doesn’t look a thing like Jesus / but he talks like a gentleman / like you imagined / when you were young”.

Verse 2 indicates obstacles and conflict, using a formidable mountain as a metaphor: think Marvin Gaye and Tammi Terrell’s peerless ‘Ain’t No Mountain High Enough’. I’m imagining that Flowers is the other man, not the one of her dreams, but he’s insistent that despite the mountain being “higher now than ever before,” with him, “I know we can make it if we take it slow.” The modified chorus that follows suggests further upheaval and a life that isn’t going as smoothly as we wish: “We’re burning down the highway skyline / On the back of a hurricane / That started turning”. The repetition of the title here and throughout drives home the overarching influence of what the girl wished for when she was young.

I’ve honestly thought long and hard about the bridge and have trouble wrapping my head around it. The only explanation that makes sense to me is a religious one. If you take it literally and equate the devil’s water to alcohol, it makes sense from a Mormon point of view. Taking it wider into the world of bigger vices, for Mormons or not, the bridge seems to take on the idea of sinning, of doing something bad in God’s eyes, and saying doing something ‘bad’ actually as terrible as everyone says it is. Sure, don’t jump in the pool with the devil, but stick your toes in there like everyone else, and you’ll be all right.

They say the devil’s water
It ain’t so sweet
You don’t have to drink right now
But you can dip your feet
Every once in a little while

Verse 1 repeats and the chorus returns with echoed lines. But have a look how the words change at the outro. It’s Flowers’ last stab at reminding the girl that he understands her childhood dream but “more than you’ll ever know,“ the other guy isn’t who she thinks he is. And he’s definitely not his savior. The official promo video has religious overtones and it’s staged so that the end of the song comes across as a warning to the girl. You realize everything you’ve watched before that moment is what will soon be for her. This isn’t a video analysis blog but I’m sure someone who’s into that would have a field day with it.

I said he doesn’t look a thing like Jesus
He doesn’t look a thing like Jesus
But more than you’ll ever know

If you’ve wondered why this song is so catchy and easy to sing, there’s a reason: Flowers admits it was written with one chord progression and some simple variations of that progression. You weren’t just imagining it. Even he appreciates the simplicity of the song!

Song Analysis #21: Bright Eyes – First Day of My Life

Title: ‘First Day of My Life’
Where to find it: ‘I’m Wide Awake, It’s Morning’ (2005, Saddle Creek Records)
Performed by: Bright Eyes
Words by: Conor Oberst

Last year, I was particularly taken by a telly advert for American real estate company Zillow with a little snippet of what sounded like a sweet love song.  Good pairing, I surmised.  I didn’t think much about it until last month, when randomly Stuart Maconie played the song from where that snippet came from. I maximised my iPlayer window to see what song it was and by whom. What? Bright Eyes?!?

I can’t even pretend to be a hipster and say I know a lot about Bright Eyes. Because I honestly don’t. DC radio stations don’t play them.  I can’t even remember the exact details, but one of my friends who loved Bright Eyes played me two songs and I couldn’t get past Conor Oberst’s voice, and some of the folks I used to write with revered him as a god (in a borderline obsessive kind of way) and taken together, I have to be honest, I just wasn’t interested to investigate further. I’m still not fond of Oberst’s voice, but I was intrigued enough about the opening lyrics of ‘First Day of My Life’ included in that real estate tv spot to read on. I don’t do this for other song analyses, but considering that he’s considered by many to be one of the best songwriters of the ’90s and Noughties, I decided to read other people’s thoughts on the song first before I began my own analysis. Frankly, I was surprised and a bit shocked at some of the interpretations I read.

I recall a conversation I had with a English musician friend of mine when his band were visiting Boston and I went up to see them. We laughed about how ‘Every Breath You Take’ is the stereotypical worst choice for a wedding song you could ever choose: why would you select a song about a stalker for your first dance? In similar fashion, I was gobsmacked by how many people said “what a sweet love song this is” and “this will be our wedding song” in regards to this one by Oberst. Are we even listening to the same song? You should probably stop reading this entry right now if either thought has come into your mind regarding this song, because from this point forward, all I’ll say is…we can agree to disagree.

Next week, in a first for Music in Notes, I’ve decided I will segue, hopefully elegantly, from this one to another one by an entirely different band. The song that will be revisited next week is one that I have come to believe that its writer took cues from this Bright Eyes’ song’s ‘Digital Ash in a Digital Urn’ companion, ‘Take It Easy (Love Nothing)’. Watch this space…

First, the words:

This is the first day of my life
Swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They’re spreading blankets on the beach

Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go

And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home

Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you’d just woke up
And you said, “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”

So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me

Now, the analysis:

For me, the title ‘First Day of My Life’ conjures up several different images. One is religious: how people say they are ‘reborn’ if they are baptized later in life or adopt a new spirituality. Another is sexual: who hasn’t been baffled, then made uncomfortable by the realisation that the Stylistics’ ‘You Make Me Feel Brand New’ is about reclaimed virginity? Yet another is what I’m guessing what the people who gloss over the meaning of the lyrics come away with: love has the ability to transform the way you think and view the world.

In this song, Oberst doesn’t even attempt what we consider the traditional song structure of verse – chorus – verse – chorus – bridge – chorus. So with that in mind, I’m going to tackle this song into the five sections the song breaks up neatly into. In part 1, Oberst uses arguably one of the most overworn cliches in popular song: the door. Whoever came up with that proverb, “when one door closes, another door opens”, I want to give them a swift kick in the rear. Any allusion to this in lyrics causes me to yawn. Granted, he frames it in a unique way, I will give him that: “Swear I was born right in the doorway”. What does he mean? Was he left there in yet another cliche, the one in films where a baby is left in a basket at the church door? Whatever is going on here in part 1, the protagonist is feeling like a new chapter in his life is beginning. He “went out in the rain suddenly everything changed”: he took the chance to step out of that doorway, thinking he would be stepping out into the light, but instead, the weather was bad. Some analyses of this song say that the “they’re laying blankets on the beach” suggest it’s indicative of Oberst’s own struggles with mental illness, but I didn’t read that at all. Laying out blankets on a beach, in preparation for a picnic or sunbathing, is indicative of a good day out. It may have been raining for him, but the rest of the world goes on…and the world is happy. He could have said instead, “the birds are singing”, or used something non-human to describe this, but instead he described the world going on the way it’s supposed to, with the actions of actual humankind. He ventured out and could see this first-hand: those are steps of courage.

Part 2 flies in the face of what is yet another overused song cliche: love is blind. Instead, the voice of the song is insisting that the woman he’s looking at now is the first face he saw, that before he reached this “first day”, he was blind, but after being reborn, he can see now. I also sense that the rebirth made him young again. (See first paragraph and reclaimed virginity.) “Now I don’t know where I am / I don’t know where I’ve been”: has he forgotten what he happened before? Did the folks of Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind gotten to him? Or has he come to terms with his past and forgiven everyone that has caused him pain? In any event, he says, “but I know where I want to go”: with this woman he has now found, his new ideal.

Vulnerability is the theme of part 3. “And so I thought I’d let you know / That these things take forever”: what is taking forever? Presumably, things to come full circle for real love to blossom. “I especially am slow” seems to indicate he’s a late bloomer. “But I realize that I need you / And I wondered if I could come home” feels clingy to me; we’re not sure why he needs her and why he’s asking if he could come “home”, the latter of which I’m guessing is not a physical location, but the way she makes him feel welcome, but more importantly, safe and secure. Note how part 3 connects back to part 2.

The reason why I don’t think this song is just a simple love song becomes evident in part 4. *She* drove all night to meet him in the morning, not the other way around. She was the one to bend over backward for *him*. Through this, she showed him how she felt, even before he was ‘reborn’. And before he’d reached that equivalent point, he thought her overtures were ridiculous: “And I thought it was strange you said everything changed / You felt as if you’d just woke up”. Then he reminds her what she had said to him: “And you said, ‘this is the first day of my life / I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you / But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you / And I’d probably be happy'”. She reveals that she might have died before the two of them met. Was she suffering from an illness and didn’t think she would live? Or maybe she had tried to kill herself before they’d met but had been unsuccessful in ending her life. This isn’t a happy sunshine and rainbows song. She’s not even entirely sure if going off with him is the right thing, because she’s not caring where they’d be going together. It’s more of a “well, maybe this a better idea more than anything else I have going in my life” vs. “you’re the best thing to ever happen to me”, doesn’t it? Oberst also works in the word “probably” in the last line of part 4. She knows this is no sure thing.

And he accepts this in the start of part 5: “So if you want to be with me / With these things there’s no telling / We just have to wait and see / But I’d rather be working for a paycheck / Than waiting to win the lottery”. Do we want to work for this relationship, or are we waiting for Lady Luck to shine down on us? He’s also accepting that he’s not going to be the one to make this the Best Relationship in History, Ever. He’s a realist. The last two lines of the song are rather interesting too: “Besides maybe this time is different / I mean I really think you like me”. Is this couple trying to start over and he’s saying “this time” could be different with a different start? Or is he meaning that “this time” for *him* is different because he thinks she really likes him, and in the past this was not the case?

I can see where people are seeing hope in this song – I find it mostly in this last section – but overall, the song makes me feel very unsettled. It doesn’t make me happy; I mostly get sadness out of it. The protagonist of the song is all excited to start his “new life” but the woman he wants to be with reached that point a long time ago in their relationship, so where does that leave the two of them? I guess if there was a virtue to this song, it’s Oberst’s openness about how he’s feeling in the now.

Lastly, the song, in its promo video form. It’s cheesy and doesn’t tell us anything about the story of the song at all. Maybe that was Oberst’s intention, to detract from the meaning he meant and confuse us all?