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Are lazy reviewers enabling bad songwriters?

To be a mouthpiece of any kind in these content-saturated times is an enviable and increasingly rare position, and with this privilege ought come certain responsibilities: An artist’s lyrics should honor the reciprocal contract between artist and listener; they should aim to seduce, puzzle, bewitch or provoke something in us that reflects our shared human experience. They should say something to us about our lives. But we as listeners and critics must fulfill our end of this bargain, and hold our favorite artists accountable for what they say — and more importantly, what they do not.

…so writeth Stereogum contributing editor James Toth in an opinion piece this past Monday afternoon called “That’s A Bad Lyric And You Know It”. The article has created quite a bit of a stir among music appreciators on the NPR Web site. Those in agreement with Toth cite the general inanity of lyrics of current pop music as a sad signal of the decline of the art of this industry, while those against his arguments label him as “pretentious”, with one even attacking his style of writing while admitting he “only managed to wade halfway through this fuster cluck of mental diarrhea” rather than give him the benefit of the doubt by reading the whole article. (Ummm…)

Personally, I thought it said what needed to be said, and he gave plenty of good examples to support his arguments. A couple years ago, I went to Boston on holiday and happened to see Best Coast in Cambridge at a place called the Middle East. (Toth uses the songwriting of Best Coast’s Bethany Cosentino as an example of lyrical inanity in his piece.) I was really there to see support act Male Bonding, who represented one of the worst support / headline mismatches I’ve had the “pleasure” to witness: Male Bonding is a punk band from London, while Best Coast tries to do sunny Beach Boys-esque surf pop. Best Coast enjoys massive popularity both here in America and in Britain, and honestly, I wanted to see what the fuss was about.

I think about two or three songs in, I had no greater desire than to take a fork and poke my eyes out so I could be put me out of my misery. What the hell were we listening to? Yet, as I looked around the room from my vantage point at the bar where I had decamped to earlier (if you were wondering, I’d been hit in the head several times during the Male Bonding set by a kid who attempted to crowd surf, the soles of his trainers having hit the side of my head one too many times), everyone was smiling, gently bopping their heads from side to side, looking like they were in heaven. I, on the other hand, was bored to tears. What was I missing? Why couldn’t I enjoy myself? Did I have to be a Jack Johnson loving, surfing meathead to relate?

I realise I’m a word snob. I can’t help it. I’ve always been a writer and had the mind of a writer, for as long as I can remember, even as a child. At the same time, I recognise there is plenty of music I love and cherish that isn’t terribly intelligent lyric-wise. Take, for example, Friendly Fires‘On Board’, whose baseline alone makes my heart sing. Don’t get me wrong, I think everyone has music that speaks to them and their emotions, and we need music – and different music – for our different moods and different stages of our lives, and some of that might not require you to pull out a dictionary or sit down like Rodin’s Thinker and really ponder the meaning of life. And that’s a good thing. Music should move you, however it manages to do exactly that. What Toth’s article does very well, though it requires you to read through the whole thing and get to the last paragraph (whoa, what a concept!), is passionately reveal that it is the fault of the current state of music reviewing that has led to this “dumbing down” of lyrical content.

As I’ve “grown up” as a music reviewer, from my humble beginnings at the now-defunct PopWreckoning, through to my work on This is Fake DIY and editorship at TGTF, I’ve definitely noticed a change in the way I approach music reviews. When I became Editor at TGTF, I decided that there needed to be minimum word count for single reviews (at least 200 words) and album reviews (at least 300). Part of the reason for this was my own frustration reading those reviews in music magazines that practically require you to break out a magnifying glass. How anyone can distill the meaning, scope, and quality of an album that generally lasts over 30 minutes long in a couple of sentences is beyond me. I recognise that our Web site’s reviews are a hell lot longer than those on other Web sites and in magazines, and I am fine with that: I’d rather us do a better, comprehensive job on describing someone’s baby – in positive, neutral, or negative light – than gloss over the culmination of weeks / months / years of hard work by an artist.

As we’ve never instituted a word limit on TGTF, I noticed my own reviews were getting ridiculous in length, even the single reviews: the first really long one I did was in February 2011, for Dutch Uncles‘Face-In’, and I remember after writing it, I was internally apologising to the readers of TGTF who didn’t care for my lyric analysis and just wanted to know what it sounded like, and was it any good? But Toth’s article this week gave me further support for what I’ve already been doing for a while now, both here on Music in Notes and on TGTF. Lyrics do matter. And judging from the interaction I’ve had with Dutch Uncles’ lyricist and my friend Duncan Wallis on this very single and with other songwriters, my viewpoint is appreciated, because there are a lot of sites and publications that just don’t bother.

Why? They’re too preoccupied with what “sounds good.” (See paragraph 3 on this page.) I guess for them, they don’t think lyrics are an important part of the “sounding good” argument? I agree with Toth’s thesis statement that if bad lyrics are rewarded by music reviewers – especially as a result of their importance being glossed over and/or minimised, for whatever reason – there is no reason for any songwriter, except for his/her own satisfaction and self-worth as a writer, to aspire to be a good lyricist.

What is really happening at these publications and music Web sites? Is it sheer laziness? Are they are targeting the audience who doesn’t care a lick about the lyrics, and that audience far drowns out the ones of us who actually care about the words? Or do reviewers not have the background, let alone the desire, to want to do the proper research or indeed, the real nitty-gritty thinking that’s required to do a proper analysis? Probably a combination of all three. It’s a sad state of affairs, but I don’t really have a solution.

At the Great Escape festival and convention in 2012, I attended a panel that included music editors and writers from such storied publications as Q and The Sunday Times. I raised my hand and asked them what they thought about the length of reviews being shortened both online and in print and if they thought the shortening was being driven by the perceived audience’s desire for more instant gratification and readers’ lack of attention span, and if so, what were they doing to combat it. I didn’t really get a straight answer from any of them; I do recall one of them saying that I was doing no favours maligning their readers.

That wasn’t my point. I wanted to know what they thought about this travesty of the written word being truncated, seemingly everywhere, because in my mind, that was contributing to the less than useful reviews you see in most publications these days. I will read others’ reviews, surely, but I don’t put too much stock in them, seeking out the album or single in question so I can listen to it myself to come to my own conclusions instead of relying on a paltry paragraph from someone else to really tell me what I need to know about it. And if the impression that the sound of a song is far and away more important than the lyrics in it, then it doesn’t take a rocket scientist to figure out it’s any discussion of the lyrics that will be cut and/or not even bothered with so the review fits in the confines of a template.

A final thought to leave you with. What I want to know from these people who call Toth “pretentious”, did they dare say to their teachers, “hey, you know that Grapes of Wrath door stopper you forced us to read? Now that’s what I call pretentious!”

Song Analysis #24: Matchbox Twenty – Mad Season

Title: ‘Mad Season’
Where to find it: ‘Mad Season’ (2000, Atlantic)
Performed by: Matchbox Twenty
Words by: Rob Thomas

As much as I think he’s a great songwriter, I never quite forgave Rob Thomas for recording ‘Smooth’ with Santana. It seems like lead singers (and lead songwriters for that matter) don’t understand how soul-crushing it is for the other members of a band when their leader goes off and does something without them. It’s unfortunate, because 1996’s ‘Yourself or Someone Like You’ was an amazing musical milestone, but momentum was lost. I don’t think Matchbox Twenty ever really fully recovered, and the unevenness of their sophomore album, 2000’s ‘Mad Season’, confirms this. I have the album and I’m always skipping tracks.

Compared to the rest of the album, ‘If You’re Gone’, ‘Bed of Lies’, and ‘Bent’ are all brilliant. They stand as excellent examinations in relationships gone wrong. But, at least in my perception, all three of these are very obvious lyrically. The title track ‘Mad Season’, in comparison, seems to have a beguiling split personality, and I give Thomas major props for having put on his own personal demons – substance addiction and mental illness – on public display through his words. I’m so sick of songs that are emotionally vacant lyrically in the 21st century. Get a clue, songwriters.

First, the words:

Verse 1
I feel stupid, but I know it won’t last for long
I’ve been guessing, and I coulda been guessing wrong
You don’t know me now
I kinda thought that you should somehow
Does that whole mad season got ya down?

Verse 2
Well, I feel stupid, but it’s something that comes and goes
I’ve been changing, I think it’s funny how no one knows
We don’t talk about the little things that we do without
When that whole mad season comes around

Pre-chorus
So why you gotta stand there, looking like the answer now?
It seems to me you’d come around

Chorus
I need you now
Do you think you can cope?
You figured me out, that I’m lost and I’m hopeless
I’m bleeding and broken, though I’ve never spoken
I come undone, in this mad season

Verse 3
I feel stupid, but I think I been catching on
I feel ugly, but I know I still turn you on
You’ve grown colder now, torn apart, angry, turned around
Will that whole mad season knock you down?

Pre-chorus
So are you gonna stand there, are you gonna help me out?
We need to be together now

Chorus
I need you now
Do you think you can cope?
You figured me out, that I’m lost and I’m hopeless
I’m bleeding and broken, though I’ve never spoken
I come undone, in this mad season

Bridge
And now I’m crying
Isn’t that what you want?
And I’m trying to live my life on my own
But I won’t, no
At times I do believe I am strong
So someone tell me why, why, why
Do I, I, I feel stupid
And I come undone
And I come undone

Chorus
I need you now
Do you think you can cope?
You figured me out, that I’m lost and I’m hopeless
I’m bleeding and broken, though I’ve never spoken

Extended end chorus
Well, I need you now
Do you think you can cope?
You figured me out, I’m a child and I’m hopeless
I’m bleeding and broken though I’ve never spoken
I come, come undone
In this mad season
In this mad season
It’s been a mad season

Now, the analysis:

Thanks to the internet, back in 1997, I discussed the meaning of the songs of ‘Yourself and Someone Like You’ with a girl I met online who was, how do I put this nicely, obsessed with the band that was then known as matchbox20. I didn’t know much about the band and it was really helpful to learn more about Rob Thomas, the relationships he’d had, his mother’s battle with cancer (which coloured ‘3 AM’), and his own battles with drugs and anxiety. I’d always sensed that the best songwriters who had suffered through life were the ones I tended to gravitate towards, and in some strange way, I felt closer to him, once I understood where his words came from.

On and off over the last 17 years, Matchbox Twenty have made their name with songs on dysfunctional relationships: single ‘She’s So Mean’ from their latest album ‘North’ is so damn catchy, but it won’t win any awards in the lyrical meaning department. But as I mentioned in the introduction, I find ‘Mad Season’ genius because it’s not obvious. Is about a man getting upset with his woman? Is it about two friends talking? What is this “mad season” he keeps going on about? And who’s the person suffering in this “mad season”? Let’s discuss…

Verses 1 and 2 show Thomas in one of his usual self-deprecating writing styles: he’s calling himself stupid, or at least admitting “I feel stupid”. But then he goes on to say that it’s a feeling that “won’t last long” and “comes and goes”. I read this as self-doubt. Probably the most difficult part of life for a person suffering from any sort of mental illness is not being able to control your moods. You can feel fine and “high” from life at one moment, not knowing that you’re going to plummet at some given time soon in the future. At its worst, mental illness without professional help is a ridiculous roller coaster of emotions, and we’ve lost some of the greatest minds of our time from this, simply because they could not cope.

Throughout the song, the voice is talking to someone who he’s become frustrated with. I think it’s too easy to assume that the person he’s talking to has to be a woman, his wife, his girlfriend, his lover, whatever. I like how if you choose to, you can read most of this song as if he’s talking to his best friend, whether that best friend be male or female. The point is, he’s trying to talk to this person who’s very close to him and he’s saying, “I thought you understood me. But clearly, you haven’t been listening to the signals I’ve been sending out. I’m in pain. And you couldn’t hear me.” This is evident in the lines “You don’t know me now / I kinda thought that you should somehow”. These two people are no longer on the same wavelength anymore. The other person was someone he trusted, but it’s become painfully evident to him that the person just doesn’t understand what he’s going through, if he/she can’t see how badly he’s hurt.

Probably the most unique part of this song is how Thomas employs this image of “this mad season” throughout. In the first verse, he’s asking the person, “Does that whole mad season got ya down?” It seems strange, given that he’s the one one feeling stupid. Shouldn’t he be the one caught up in this mad season? Maybe, maybe not. The easiest explanation to what “mad season” is the protagonist of the song getting caught up in his hurt, which is causing him to “come undone” from life. (The words “come undone” are an echo of Duran Duran’s ‘Come Undone’, from their 1993 “Wedding Album”, another song I adore.) However, asking the other person how the mad season is affecting him/her seems to indicate a more vengeful side to Thomas’ protagonist.

See verse 3. Oof. The question to him/her is asked again. But look at the context. “I feel stupid, but I think I been catching on”: he feels stupid for being misled, but he’s woken up from this dream he had about their perfect relationship. “I feel ugly, but I know I still turn you on”: okay, this is the one place in the song where I concede it’s probably been written as a poison pen letter to a lover. He lacks self-esteem, and it sucks that they no longer have that magical connection they used to, but he’s got an ace in his pocket: he knows that deep down, she still fancies him. Score! “You’ve grown colder now, torn apart, angry, turned around / Will that whole mad season knock you down?” These lines bring a smile to my face. He’s come to his senses. Thank god. She’s the one in the “mad” state now: like a wounded animal that doesn’t know what to think and can’t control her emotions, she’s the one experiencing the turmoil, and he’s watching her make this terrible transformation. The upshot is in verse 2, “I’ve been changing, I think it’s funny how no one knows”: hooray, he’s come to his senses. Yet no-one else has caught on that he has, in a way, grown up.

You’re probably wondering at this point why I’ve avoided discussing the chorus. Now I will, and you will see why. Let’s do the pre-chorus first. The first pre-chorus reads “So why you gotta stand there, looking like the answer now?” This doesn’t make sense until you’ve figured out he’s not only hurt, he’s also angry. You know how when people break up, usually the one who’s getting dumped will initially be all like “you’re making a big mistake. You’re going to be so sorry you dumped me. I was the best thing to ever happen to you”? It’s called saving face. She thinks him getting rid of her is the worst decision he ever made, because she’s somehow perfect. “It seems to me you’d come around”: she’s so full of herself, she couldn’t see he was the one that needed help. She needed to stop thinking about herself and realise they had a problem. “So are you gonna stand there, are you gonna help me out? / We need to be together now” echoes these feelings, though I think instead of the physical “together”, he’s saying they need to be on the same page.

Next, the chorus. “I need you now / Do you think you can cope?” Is she even strong enough or giving enough to be the support he needs? It’s not made clear in here, even when you get to the end. “You figured me out, that I’m lost and I’m hopeless / I’m bleeding and broken, though I’ve never spoken”: most men have trouble expressing their emotions. Maybe it was the wrong thing to do, but he never said what issues he was dealing with, but he’s upset that she couldn’t pick up on how badly he was hurting. People who are close to each other, best friends, they don’t need to be obvious or say outright what is wrong. Best friends should be able to sense something’s wrong. And friends step in and offer support, even if they can’t help fix the problem.

I have problems with the bridge. I’m not saying that I hate the bridge. Far from it. I find it so, so cutting. “And now I’m crying / Isn’t that what you want?” As much as I think men should cry when they’re upset – us women do it enough, don’t we? – because I think it would help men get closer to accepting their emotions and therefore be willing to put their own on the line like we do in relationships, it’s painful hearing this part of the song. “And I’m trying to live my life on my own / But I won’t, no”: this poor guy is struggling with trying to get away from the feelings he has from this woman. BUT HE CAN’T. What is the problem, I wonder? Is his head stuck in an idealised relationship? No, I think he just really, really loved her. And on some level, he still loves her, as evidenced by “At times I do believe I am strong / So someone tell me why, why, why / Do I, I, I feel stupid / And I come undone”: there are moments where he think he can break free of this relationship, but he’s wondering aloud why other times he’s weak and can’t, even though he’s recognised what they had is over. Not being able to free yourself from the emotional shackles of a relationship is probably one of the worst feelings in the world. You’re suffering and no-one else on the outside can see what pain you’re feeling on the inside.

I also wish to bring your attention to the line from the chorus “You figured me out, that I’m lost and I’m hopeless”: there seems to be some level of sadism that he’s sensed on her side. He thinks she knows how terrible he’s feeling about himself. That makes this situation further upsetting: she’s “standing there” knowing he feels “lost” and “hopeless”, yet she’s not willing to be the bigger person to help him. Whether the sadism is real or imagined, this is most definitely a relationship he needs to get out of, if only for the preservation of his own self-worth. Again, I can see this applying to friendships that have gone sour. No-one wants to be in a friendship where you feel like you’re being used. Unfortunately, it’s a hell lot easier to talk about the strength you need to leave someone than to let it come out from within and actually act.

Lastly, the song, in its promo video. I still remember seeing this video on Total Request Live and thinking it was the funniest thing ever, with its nods to Beatlemania and West Side Story. Now, though, I think it was Rob Thomas who decided he needed to add some levity to the subject matter of the song by making the video very funny.

Possibly too, the video was done this way to just show you how ‘mad’ the music business really is. The moment where the fangirls grab their “ROCK STAR” necklaces and then run away, even though the band are still sitting in the limo and they could have hung out with them, reminds me of a conversation I had once at SXSW over how fangirls/boys often fall in love with the objects of their affection and are blinded by the image they see: the guys and girls they see onstage. They seem unable to understand that the rock star you see onstage is a real person and an entirely different one to the person they are when they’re offstage. I think about all the bands I’ve become friends with and how very uncomfortable I’ve been, surrounded by girls who want nothing more out of life than to sleep with my guy friends just to say they’ve slept with a rock star. Awkward. As one of the few women who run a music Web site, I don’t think my band friends realise just how awkward this is.

Song Analysis #23: Cashier No. 9 – Goldstar

Title: ‘Goldstar’
Where to find it: ‘To the Death of Fun’ (2011, Bella Union)
Performed by: Cashier No. 9
Words by: Danny Todd

I can’t believe it’s December already! But you better believe that at TGTF we’re already preparing for SXSW 2014, which will be my third. I was thinking about the bands I saw the first time around, and one of those were Belfast’s Cashier No. 9. I’d seen them previously on 24 November 2011, 2 days before my birthday, at London XOYO. It also happened to be the same night as Thanksgiving back home, so one of my friends took me for a Subway round the corner from XOYO and I had a turkey salad. ::rimshot::

Funnily enough, when I saw the band in Austin at the Northern Irish night at the Tap Room at Six, Danny Todd recognised me from the London show and I caught up with the band for a post-gig chat, which was nice, because it was my first SXSW and per mostly usual, I was covering the festival alone and it was nice to be around people who I knew. Their debut album on Simon Raymonde’s Bella Union, ‘To the Death of Fun’, was released in 2011 and while there have been some tinklings on Twitter that there might be a new Cashier No. 9 album in 2014, I’m not holding my breath until I have something in my little hands.

I’m famously against overuse of reverb and psychedelia, so you must know that I like Cashier No. 9 to put up with that sound. One reason is ‘Goldstar’, one of the singles from their debut album. It’s funny that until I actually went to go find the lyrics, I interpreted this as an encouraging “psyching you up” kind of song, especially with the line “I look better with my high heels on”, which, admittedly, sounded strange being sung by a man. It’s one of the easier lines to hear through all that reverb. But if you sit down and look at the words, it’s actually about the trials and tribulations of being in a band and then coming to the realisation that he has to come clean about being in love. It’s an entirely unconventional love song and wonderful.

First, the words:

Verse 1
Down on the streets they’re talking
Lock the gates I turn my back on
Don’t know but I seem to pass the time

And my track record is so misleading
I wage my war intent on succeeding
No friend would pay no bills of mine

Chorus
So I worked hard and yeah, got my dough
I take the beatings everywhere I go
Down on the streets they’re talking
I feel their eyeballs gawking
I look better with my high heels on
Tonight I will let everyone know
I’ll walk you through my life row by row

Verse 2
Set the scene, turn up the drama
The little people we’re leaving to karma
Fallen sons came as no surprise and yeah

Some of you the thieves are feeding
I took more people on, like that’s what I needed
The girls, they grew, they multiplied

Chorus (extended)
So I worked hard and yeah, I got my dough
I take the beatings everywhere I go
Down on the streets they’re talking
I feel their eyeballs gawking
I look better with my high heels on

Tonight I will let everyone know
I’ll walk you through my life row by row
Tonight I will let everyone know
I’ll walk you through my life row by row

Verse 3
Can’t lie, if you keep on guessin’ me
Trouble is, I’m not like I used to be
Don’t make me spill my beans tonight

You know I try hard to keep this guard up
Can’t deny that the tension’s been building up
No reason to make my decision, I want you, oh

Outro
I said I want you, oh
I said I want you, oh
I said I want you, oh
I said I want you…

Now, the analysis:

As I said in the introduction, for the longest time I interpreted this as a song of encouragement. The more I thought about “I look better with my high heels on”, the more I became convinced he meant mens’ high heels, i.e., the Cuban heels favoured by the Beatles and later, the Libertines. But I’m getting ahead of myself. Let’s start with verse 1.

Down on the streets they’re talking (1)
Lock the gates I turn my back on (2)
Don’t know, but I seem to pass the time (3)

And my track record is so misleading (1)
I wage my war, intent on succeeding (2)
No friend would pay no bills of mine (3)

To be honest, I appreciate Todd’s building structure of all three of the verses. The first two lines of either half of the verse discuss the difficulties of life. “Down on the streets they’re talking / Lock the gates I turn my back on”: he’s being talked about and not in a nice way, it’s happening behind his back. As soon as he turns his back, the gates are locked, meaning he can’t get in. I’m wondering if in this context he means he’s been locked out of the industry, and therefore out of fame and success, and that’s why he can’t reach them. Then in the third line, “Don’t know but I seem to pass the time”: he’s accepting of it but life goes on, right? Then in the second half, “And my track record is so misleading / I wage my war, intent on succeeding”: you can’t keep this man down. He’s determined. Even if “No friend would pay no bills of mine”, no-one’s behind him, no-one would put their money on him because they don’t look at him as a good prospect. See where I’m getting this underdog, Rocky-esque vibe?

This feeling continues through the chorus. “So I worked hard and yeah, got my dough / I take the beatings everywhere I go”: he put in the time and made my money the honest way, but he’s still getting beaten down by life. “Down on the streets they’re talking”: another reference to him being talked about behind his back. “I feel their eyeballs gawking / I look better with my high heels on”: he’s being stared at like a curiosity, but he’s walking around town, proud as a peacock. What could be more confidence boosting? Being a woman, I’ve always wondered what it must be like for a man to walk into a room, seeing a woman that he’s attracted to. Society has dictated that a man has to exude the confidence to go after the woman who has caught his eye, or he’s lost his chance. “Tonight I will let everyone know / I’ll walk you through my life row by row”: this is his moment to shine, to tell the woman he likes he’s in love with her, and he’s going to start by making his intentions clear and walk her (the “you”) through his “life row by row”, his innermost feelings.

There isn’t a lot of information on Todd’s previous musical lives, but the words seem to indicate his disillusionment with the business: “Set the scene, turn up the drama / The little people we’re leaving to karma”, the people that put drama in his life and screwed with him, he’s done with that and leaving karma to deal with them, they’re not worth his time or energy. Then, “Some of you, the thieves are feeding / I took more people on, like that’s what I needed”: this reads like the sad story of why Elvis kept working, because the Elvis franchise employed so many people and they counted on him for their livelihoods. He couldn’t quit. Similarly, he started picking up people he thought were friends but in reality, they were hangers-on who, leech-like, stole from him and they weren’t his friends at all. The third line in both halves indicate the worst fallout from sex, drugs, and rock ‘n’ roll: “Fallen sons came as no surprise”, people around him were lost to drink and drugs, and “The girls, they grew, they multiplied”, the number of groupies exponentially grew. It’s important to note that neither line is not sung fondly. How interesting…

Set the scene, turn up the drama (1)
The little people we’re leaving to karma (2)
Fallen sons came as no surprise and yeah (3)

Some of you, the thieves are feeding
(1)
I took more people on, like that’s what I needed (2)
The girls, they grew, they multiplied (3)

Then in verse 3, he’s come round. Like for most men, it’s making him very uncomfortable to discuss how to feels about this woman. He’s trying to be above board, “Can’t lie, if you keep on guessin’ me” and “You know I try hard to keep this guard up”, but he’s very anxious about the image of himself he’s projecting, “Trouble is, I’m not like I used to be” and “Can’t deny that the tension’s been building up”. He’s finding reasons why he shouldn’t come out and say it in “Don’t make me spill my beans tonight”. But the linchpin of the song is here: “No reason to make my decision, I want you”. He’s adamant there is no reason he has to make this decision on this night, but he actually comes right out and says, “I want you”.

Can’t lie, if you keep on guessin’ me (1)
Trouble is, I’m not like I used to be (2)
Don’t make me spill my beans tonight (3)

You know I try hard to keep this guard up
(1)
Can’t deny that the tension’s been building up (2)
No reason to make my decision, I want you, oh (3)

And the song ends with this feeling, so there is no question. Now I’m wondering if he wrote this song for his wife. If I were her, I’d have appreciated the honesty: the music business can be a pretty grisly place for relationships and for someone to be willing to come out and point out his misgivings with his chosen profession and still come to the conclusion he has to be the bigger person to show him how he really feels about her…just wow. Bring on the next Cashier No. 9 album, please!

Lastly, the song, the song’s promo video, with a suitably gold light glow but strangely (or not?), a male interpretative dancer’s moves are cut in between shots of the band performing.